Old posted I found while cleaning my computer, I think it was nice to post them. They contain my thoughts and feelings, no harm is intended for anyone mentioned in them.
Unemployed & Figuring My Next Move
Originally Posted on Monday, July 24, 2006 – 10:08 am (EDT)
I am currently unemployed and looking for work.
I decided to work on my own personal website today… I am going to add some links
and try to get some graphics made for my webaholics. Please feel free to join my forum. It has been up for several weeks and I haven’t seen any new posts.
Unfortunately, I gave up on Webaholics. I found other projects that interested me more interesting projects took over, and I let it die.
I am thinking seriously of trying to get some website work but don’t know where to look. Any ideas? Just wondering?
Things Are Looking Up
Originally Posted on Monday, July 24, 2006 – 10:56 pm (EDT)
I have been called back for my second job interview. I am so excited.. it has everything
I love in a job, non-profit, website maintenance, helping causes that relate to women!
And to boot, it pays well, very well in fact.
Also, my old job asked me to continue to maintain the website that I created. Gave me
an opportunity to advertise my website designing abilities and to be able to sit on the
Things are looking up for me. I am even getting a handle on my life again.
I am happy…. at this moment. Now to get Mark on board with me.
I Finally Got A Job!
Originally Posted on Friday. July 28, 2006 – 12:20 am (EDT)
I got a job it actually pays well. I start Monday! I am so excited about it.
I Am Loving This Job…
Originally Posted on Friday, August 4, 2006 – 06:51 am (EDT)
So far the ladies at this job are wonderful… they are helpful and they really need some serious organisational skills and someone around to pull them together with all the mailing lists and such. They couldn’t have picked a better person.
I am going to love this job very much. It is an old organisation that has been around since the 1900’s and they have a large membership base. It is really nice to see that people are out there who are dedicated to helping other people, on a regular basis.
It is nice for me to feel needed yet again. Employment and a steady paycheck once again. Yahoo!
Update My New Job and Life
Originally Posted on Monday, September 18, 2006 – 09:58 am (EDT)
I am at my desk here at my new job. I am very happy I love this job. I am not very
busy today, and there isn’t much work to do. So I am trying to look busy. I hope this
changes soon because I don’t like sitting idle for very long. I end up getting into trouble
or doing something like writing into my blog here at Yahoo.
I am upset with Mark, he has been a bad mood for almost a week, this weekend he was
so mean he decided to yell at us as we were heading out for the weekend. I told him I
didn’t appreciate this attitude and he told me that he was going to turn the truck
around. And he did. I went for a short walk because I was mad, and he was
unpacking. When I came back, he was gone. He didn’t return until 5 pm Sunday. Nice
eh… It was a weekend that I was supposed to have my fire. (Something that I have
been wanting for about 6 years. ) Then when he did talk to me he acted like nothing
was wrong with his behaviour. I think he was mean, who does that to his family, yell at
them and expect them to put up with his foul mood that never seems to change. I
hope it gets better soon because I am not in the mood to put up with it anymore.
I can’t even feel nice around him. I am but I am unhappy. He finally told me to put in
my notice to move, but I am not sure I am ready to put up with this stuff. I hate the
fact that he can leave me on a weekend on a bad note and not make any attempt to
make this situation better.
Sigh… problems in paradise… isn’t this grand?
Upset and Bothered…
Originally Posted on Tuesday, October 3, 2006 – 09:30 pm (EDT)
When will I be allowed to remain happy? Enjoy life a while and have some happiness in
my life? Once again my x husband is starting his crap in my life. Money now. The last
frontier in my efforts to get away from the man. Sigh. Why can’t he just leave me
Mark and I are getting along, and we are happy. We have arguments but they are
minor. He is frustrated with everything… and all that is happening to me. God love
him for it.
Well, just a quick note to all my friends… I know I am not online that much anymore, I
am just tired… I have been very tired with my new job. I am very happy outside of
missing my kids on a daily basis. I had a bad cold and when I get over it the fight in
me will get stronger.
Please send me an email and let me know you are all ok.
Keep in touch.
Another Job Loss…
Originally Posted on Sunday, February 4, 2007 – 04:17 pm (EST)
Hello there, hi, guys. My six-month review came up and I was let go. The reason given was not a good match. What does that mean? I worked my butt off. I was just starting to feel organised and self-confident with the job. I really didn’t know that I was doing such a bad job. I was mortified and I felt bad. I put so many things I needed to do on hold so that I could get this huge mail-out done. I hope those things left undone, don’t make them think that I was not doing my job.
Oh well, I wish things were different. I have to figure out how to pull myself and try to find a new job.One that works with men. I don’t think women really are the greatest to work for they are too emotional for me. I know that sounds funny coming from a woman, but it is true. I found myself rolling my eyes listening to their problems, and things that happen in their homes. I just wanted to get my work done. Is that bad? To want to work and earn my paycheque and go home? Maybe I am unfriendly is that is what is meant by a wrong fit? I don’t know. All the hours I put in, all those early
mornings…. Oh well.
Now to worry about bills….Mark says not to stress out and relax. How does one relax? When your whole world is in a spin? The bills really scare me. More the upcoming court case…
Oh well, enough whining… Just thought I would share the news.